Please take care of yourself. We have been friends for a very long time. I care even though I'm on the other side of the world. I read what you write. I just wish I would have seen your suffering sooner. In my belief, no one talks about suicide to get attention. If you've read what I post, you know how much I believe in helping people who suffer with mental health and I will fight the stigma no matter what. If you need to talk, I'm here.